There is so much that people take for granted; the notion of being entitled. They naturally assume their needs and wants are more important and deserving, so they take more than they give. What irks me the most is when actions and behavior differ and there is an empathetical neglect / absence, when questioned, they justified and shaved off all responsibilities.
The epic tables-turning statements like, I didn’t ask for it, you did it voluntarily. And, different people appreciates differently, you have an expectation.
This is emotional abuse.
You. Let me straighten you up. You are a bully. Sometimes the other person isn’t looking for a reciprocation, an appreciation or even a return in favor of quantifiable value. It is because they somehow placed you on a somewhat higher priority than self and all they should henceforth deserve is you to return the gesture with nothing but just being a friend, a friend worthy enough and not used and reduced at your convenience.
What you did and didn’t do only magnified your selfishness and arrogance. In the laws of attraction, your pride and ego exude brilliance. But guess what, laws of reflection suit you better.
Chanced upon this band and liked them. A song is not just about the melody, a good one sings through meaningful lyrics.
What is love? I search my soul.
Strange as it is beautiful,
It breathes life as it is alive.
I never knew I could, to think I would.
Cigarettes after sex,
Rings of ethereal smoke.
Elusive tendrils of affections,
Broken dreams despairing hope.
Other than work, errands and superficial brief interactions, I’ve been spending time alone. After all it’s not a bad thing to be lost in a familiar territory; my world. Few can tell if I’m socially and/or emotionally isolating myself, it’s voluntarily. Time, waiting or forgetting, I think I’m quite done with that. Perhaps I just need more solitude than others. Perhaps I’m already tired.
Am I functioning? Yes, I conceal that very well.
Stoned walls enclosed spaces,
Crossing boundaries blurring edges.
Barbed wires dirty mire,
Come what may set it on fire.
Make a wish they said,
I did, I’d hoped you’d stayed.
Near Somerset Orchard sits a charming, quaint and rustic cocktail bar which is well stocked with Martinis. Gin or Vodka lovers will like their Martini cocktails. Earl Grey, Lychee, Choya, Peach, Daiquiri.
Half filled a glass of poet’s wine,
Drink, for tomorrow shall be fine.
My journey is lovely dark & deep,
Miles to go before I sleep.
Father, hallowed be thy name,
Your kingdom come.
Will I ever see you again?
Rest with the angels,
My soul to keep.